垃圾 [woman] Garbage.
[man] Mm-hmm.
我这礼拜想的只有垃圾 [woman] All I've been thinking about all week is garbage.
我无法不去想 I mean, I can't stop thinking about it.
垃圾的什么问题呢？ -[man] What kind of thoughts about garbage? -[woman sighs]
我担心到底会怎么样 I just –
I've gotten real concerned over what's gonna happen with all the garbage.
有那么多垃圾
I mean, we've got so much of it.
我们的垃圾太多了 You know? I mean, we have to run out of places to put this stuff eventually.
最後我们一定会没地方放的
上回... The last time I –
我开始有这种感觉 I started feelin' this way is when that barge was stranded
是因为那 船搁浅绕著岛转
and, you know, it was going around the island and nobody would claim it.
没有人认
你记得那个新闻吧？我记得 -Do you remember that? -Yes, I remember.
你知道为什么使你担心这个吗 [man] Do you have any idea what may have triggered this concern?
[woman] Yeah. Yeah.
你知道，那个晚上 You see, the other night, John was taking out the garbage,
约翰把垃圾拿出去倒的时候
and he kept spilling things out of the container,
东西一直从垃圾桶掉出来
我就开始想像到 and that made me –
I started imagining, like,
有个垃圾桶会生出垃圾来 a garbage can that produces garbage, and it doesn't stop.
而且一直不停 It just keeps producing garbage, and it just keeps overflowing.
不断地生出垃圾来
这种事你有什么办法制止？ And, y-y-you know, what would you do, you know, to try to stop something like that?
安，你有没看出什么模式？ [man] Ann, do you see any pattern here?
你这话是什么意思？ [Ann] What do you mean?
[man] Well, last week we were talking about your obsession
上礼拜谈的是你担心空难
with the families of airline fatalities.
现在你又再担心垃圾问题 Now we're talking about your concern over the garbage problem.
对，那又如何？ [Ann] Yeah? So?
想想看，你最忧心的 [man] Well, if you think about it, I think you'll see that the object of your obsession
总是你没办法控制的坏事 is invariably something negative
which you have no control over.
对 Yeah.
可是有多少人会去困扰 But how many people do you think
run around obsessing over how great and how happy things are?
事情有多棒有多开心的呢？
-You know? I mean. . . -[man chuckling]
说不定也有，不过我想 Maybe they do, but I don't think they're in therapy.
这种人就不用心理治疗了
而且开心也没什么了不起 Anyway. . .
being happy isn't all that great.
上回我真正很开心的时候 I mean, the last time I was really happy,
我好胖，至少重了25磅 I got so fat.
I must've put on 25 pounds.
当时我以为约翰会吓成中风 I thought John was gonna have a stroke.
你担心什么？ So, what are you worried about?
我看到的是什么？弄错了吧？ [man] Well, what am I looking at here? Is this a mistake, or what?
那要看你的观点如何了 Well, depends on your point of view. I don't think so.
我觉得没错
我告诉你一个秘密 -In fact, I'm gonna tell you a little secret. - Yeah?
只要你戴了结婚戒指 As soon as you've got a ring on your finger,
异性就会特别注意你 you start getting the most spectacular attention from the opposite gender.
胡说八道 -[scoffs] That's bullshit. -Seriously.
真希望我每场能看足球大赛 God, I wish I had Super Bowl seats for every time some filly had come up
总有漂亮小姐主动送上门 and started talking to me without the slightest provocation.
-[man on phone laughs] -It's critical. It's just marvelous.
会受非难，但太棒了
那是你结婚以前的事 Yeah, but that happened to you before you got married.
结婚以前从来就没碰到过 No, no, no, no. That never happened before I got married.
要是早知道的话 If I'd known that, I'd have gone out and bought a ring when I was 18 and saved myself –
我十八岁就去买个戒指
[man laughs] Yeah, right!
可以省下好多时间和金钱 a lot of time and money.
真希望早有人告诉我这个秘密 No, I wish somebody'd clued me in.
我告诉你 I'm tellin' you. . .
这太怪异了 it's too weird.
妈的，我得动身了 Well, shit, I gotta be someplace.
礼拜四打回力球？ -So, listen, racquetball Thursday, right? -Uh, how about 7:30?
七点半？好，改天见，拜拜 -Yeah, fine. See you later. Bye. -Great. Bye-bye.
[dial tone, beeping, line rings]
-[woman] Yes, sir? -Janet.
珍尼...把柯南的约会改在 Reschedule Kirkland for, uh, Friday, 1:30.
礼拜五下午一点半好的
-Yes, sir. -All right.
[line hangs up, intercom beeps]
你这些想法都没让约翰知道吧 [man] Are you still keeping these thoughts from John?
是的 Yeah.
是怕他的反应？怕他笑你傻？ Well, are you afraid of his reaction,
or of his finding you silly at thinking these things?
不是，不是因为这些 No, it's not that. It's just –
只是我正在跟他生气，为什么？ -Well, I'm really angry at him right now. -Oh? Why?
他请这个大学同学到家里来住 Well, he invited this college friend of his to come stay at our house,
and, well, he didn't even ask me.
事先都没问过我
我当然会答应的，可是... I'm gonna say yes, of course, but,
先问过我不是更好吗？ you know, it just would've been nice to have been asked.
这种事你火什么呢？ What upsets you about that?
我气的是我没资格生气 I guess it makes me angry because I can't justify being angry.
[chuckles] It's his house.
房子是他的
贷款的钱是他在付，对 He pays the mortgage.
Yes, but he asked you to quit your job.
可是当初是他叫你不要上班的
你要做家事 And you do have housework.
嗯，我要做家事一点不错 Yeah, I have housework. That's true.
除了这位不速之客的事 Uh, this unexpected guest notwithstanding,
你和约翰之间如何？ how are things with John?
不错，不错 Oh, they're fine. I mean – They're fine.
只是我有点不想让他碰我 Except for I'm kinda going through this thing where I don't want him to touch me, but –
Oh? When did you begin having this feeling?
你什么时候开始有这种感觉的
[Ann] Well. . . last week.
上礼拜，我不知道，我只是. I don't know. I just –
我突然有这种奇怪的感觉 I got this really strange feelin', and –
Ugh.
就是不想让他碰我 Just didn't want him to touch me.
在那之前，你和约翰之间 Prior to this, uh, feeling, did you, um –
夫妻性生活还好吧？ were you comfortable with your physical contact with John?
啊，很好，当然，很好 Oh, yeah. Sure. Yeah.
只不过... Except for. . .
Well. . .
我向来不怎么在乎那档事 I've never really been that much into sex.
I mean, I like it and everything, but –
我是说，也喜欢啦，不过...
你知道，我只是...... You know, I just don't think it's such a big deal, and. . .
不觉得有什么了不得的
[both chuckling]
uh, I wouldn't miss it, you know, kinda thing, but. . .
你知道，没有也无所谓，不过...
最近我也奇怪，怎么少下来了 Well, lately I've just. . .
been kinda curious about how things have slacked off.
也许他感觉到你，不想让他碰你 Well, perhaps he senses your hesitance at being touched.
可是怪的就在这里 Yeah, but, you see, that's the weird thing,
because he started not touching me before I started feelin' like that.
我还没这种感觉之前
他就不碰我了
[man] Ah.
我相信他希望我偶尔会主动 -[laughing] -[Ann] I mean, I'm sure he probably wishes
that I would initiate things once in a while.
我也可以主动啦，只不过... And I would, except for,
我从来没想要过 well, it just never occurs to me, and. . .
偶而想到，又总是一个人的时候 well, the few times I have felt like it, I was by myself.
那有没有怎么样呢？ [man] Did you do anything?
你这话是什么意思？ [Ann] What do you mean?
有没有自慰？ [man] Did you masturbate?
Oh! [laughing]
Oh. Oh.
天啦，没有 God, no.
No. Mm-mmm.
看你的反应，好像从没自慰过 I take it from your response that you – you never masturbate.
[scoffs]
Well. . . I tried once.
我试过一次
只觉得这种事好笨 It just seems so stupid!
[laughing]
我不知道，只觉得那样好笨 I don't know!
It just seemed like a dumb thing to do, and –
然後我又开始担心 God. Then I started worrying that my –
已经去世的爷爷会不会在看我 my dead grandfather was maybe watching me, you know, and –
[Ann sighs]
那种事好像很笨 Oh, it just seemed so stupid, you know.
尤其是还不知道垃圾怎么处理 Especially when you don't know what to do with all the garbage.
原来你是最近才试的？ Oh, so it was recently when you tried this?
也算是最近吧 Oh, well, it was kind of recently, but not. . . real recently.
不过也不太近啦
[sighs]
我只是不想在家里住个客人 I am just not up to having a guest in the house.
我得回办公室，非回去不可了 Oh, I gotta – I gotta go to the office.
Gotta get back to the office.
今天只有一回合啊？ -I only get one today? -[John groans]
哎，真过隐 Gee, how exciting.
我已经溜了一个会非回去不可 I already skipped one meeting. I gotta get back.
Look, John, if you wanna leave, leave.
我说，约翰...你要走就走
我又不是单为跟你碰头才活著 My life doesn't revolve around these little get-togethers.
别把自己捧得太高 I mean, don't flatter yourself.
[both laughing]
我不认为你必须温和地对我 Hey, don't feel like you gotta treat me with kid gloves, Cyn.
然後再告诉我你实在的感觉 I mean, tell me how you really feel.
我有个朋友要来 Listen, I got a friend comin' into town,
那个朋友已经多年不见了 an old friend of mine that I haven't seen in years.
我觉得他好像有点失落 From what I can tell, I think he's a little lost.
恐怕我得花点时间陪他 I think I may have to spend a little time with him.
Mm-hmm.
是说我们之间得冷一阵子罗？ Meaning we'll have to cool it for a while?
-Yeah. -Yeah.
我希望你别再到酒吧打工了 You know, I wish you'd quit that bartending job of yours.
为什么？ Why?
想到那些男人追你，我就难过 Just hate the thought of all those guys hittin' on you.
[laughs]
我应付得了 I can handle it.
那当然 I'm sure.
Besides, the money is good.
再说，薪水不错
有些男人长得也挺帅的 And some of the guys are cute.
你没资格吃醋 And you are in no position to be jealous.
谁说我吃醋来著？ Who said I was jealous?
我说 I did.
你知道... You know,
我想到你家和你上床 I'd like to do it at your house sometime.
想到能和你在我姐姐床上做爱
I must admit, the idea of doin' it in my sister's bed
就叫我兴奋得要死
gives me a perverse thrill.
我希望我可以堂而皇之的 I wish I could just come right out and tell everyone
跟每个人说安在床上差劲透了
Ann's a lousy lay.
那位既美丽又受欢迎的安小姐 The beautiful, the popular Ann Bishop Millaney.
那样太冒险了 -[zipper zips] -Could be risky.
我来散布这样的谣言，好不好？ How about I just start a rumor then?
不是，我是说在我家做爱 No, no, I mean doing it at my house.
怕被逮到吗？对
Afraid of gettin' caught?
Yeah. [chuckles]
你该怕才对 You should be.
我能不能见见你的那个朋友？ Can I meet this friend of yours?
葛伦？多年前我们很亲近 Who, Graham?
I gotta tell you, we were very close many years ago, but I –
可是现在我们大不相同了
I think we're very different now.
[engine off]
[doorbell rings]
-Yes? -Ann?
安？我叫葛伦.达顿 Uh, my name is Graham Dalton.
Oh! Oh. Yeah, sure.
能不能借个洗手间用一下？ -May I use your bathroom? -Uh-huh.
请进 Come on in. Come on.
在那里？後面左边，对不起 -Where is it? -Oh, straight back there to the left.
[laughs] I'm sorry.
你喜不喜欢草莓？ Do you like strawberries? I brought you, um, some strawberries.
谢谢你，你太客气了 Thank you. That's real sweet.
[Ann sighs]
[exhales]
Hi. Um, John Millaney, please. This is his wife.
接约翰梅南尼，我是他太太
[clears throat]
[Graham clears throat]
没关系，谢谢你 Uh, that's all right. Thank you.
[nervous chuckle]
Well.
你可真快，假警报 -That was quick. -False alarm.
请坐 Have a seat.
[Ann clears throat]
抱歉，我们家里不让人抽烟的 I'm sorry. We don't let people smoke in the house.
如果你想抽烟可以到外面 -But if you'd like to, we could go outside. -Oh, no, no, no, no, no. No, no. I –
不用了，我可以等一下再抽 I – [chuckles] I can wait. I'm. . .
还有别的行李吗？有 -Do you have any other things? -Yes.
你是说要拿进来的？不用了 Oh, you mean to bring in? No. No. I do have some other things, but I don't –
我还有些别的东西
不过在这里只用得到这个 This is all I need to stay here.
你有没有上过电视？ Have you ever been on television?
上电视？没有，为什么问？ Television? No, no.
Wh-Why?
我只是好奇而巳 I was just curious.
葛伦 "Graham."
这个名字很少见 That's an unusual name.
真的，我妈对英国特别感兴趣 Yeah. Yeah, I, uh –
I guess it is.
My – My mother is a complete Anglophile.
[chuckles]
凡是英国的东西都让她兴奋 Anything British, you know, makes her drool like a baby.
我想这名字是她从电影听来的 So she, you know – I think she heard the name in a movie or something.
她一天到晚看公共电视 She's a prisoner of public television now.
你觉得婚姻生活好不好？ How do you like being married?
蛮好的 I like it just fine.
你喜欢那些部份？ What about it do you like? I. . .
我不是想找麻烦 -I don't mean to be critical. I'm curious. -No, no, no, no. That's okay.
没关系
[exhales, chuckles]
Well, you know the cliché about the security of it.
你知道所谓安全感之类的老调
还真有点道理 Well, that's true.
[exhales]
而且这栋房子是我们自己的 And, um, well, we own this house.
很好的房子 It's a nice house. And –
约翰在事务所刚升成合夥人 Well, John was just made junior partner.
我真的觉得很棒 And I really like that. [laughs]
我喜欢他不只是兼差什么的 You know, I like the fact that he's just not, you know, freelance or whatever.
Yes.
你有多久没见到约翰了？ [exhales]
So, how long has it been since you've seen John?
九年 -Nine years. -Nine years?
没想到他让我在找到房子之前 Yeah. I-I-I was surprised he invited me to stay here until I found a place.
先住在这里
你不是跟他很熟吗？ Didn't you –
-Didn't you know him very well? -Oh, no, I knew him very well.
我跟他很熟
约翰和我以前很相像的 John and I w –
were very much alike.
真的吗？ Really?
[laughs] That's kinda hard to believe.
实在叫人难以相信 I mean, you just seem so different now.
现在你们看来大不相同呢！
[laughs]
我想现在我们也是大不相同了 Yeah.
Yeah, well, I would imagine we are pretty different now.
我终於还是要用洗手间了，好的 I'm ready to use the bathroom, finally.
Okay.
葛伦，我告诉你 Graham.
I gotta tell you, I almost called the cops when I saw you today.
今天看到你我差点去叫警察
我觉得简直不可能就是每周 I thought to myself, "This –
This couldn't possibly be the same guy
在学校为女选手作私人服务的人 that once held private services in the back of the chapel on a weekly basis."
你真干过那种事？ -You did that? -Well, you know, everybody has a past.
每个人都有过去的嘛 And that's mine, so. . .
你怎么会穿成这样？ So, what's with the getup? [laughing]
有人死了还是怎么著？约翰 Somebody die, or wh. . . ?
抱歉，不，没有 -[Ann] John! -I'm sorry. Did. . . ?
-No, no, no, it isn't – -I'm sorry.
Nobody died.
你想老同学对你的黑衣怎么想 -So – -I mean, well –
Well, I mean, what do you think the Greeks would think of this – this rather somber attire?
我不知道 [clears throat] I don't know.
菜真好 Dinner was very good.
不错 -Yeah, it wasn't bad, honey. -Thank you. Thank you.
通常安用起盐来都在临界点 Usually, Ann achieves a kind of critical mass with the salt.
我总跟她讲要加盐可以再加 -But, uh, tonight was – -[Ann sighs]
I always tell her, you can always add more, but you can't take it away.
可是放多了就拿不掉了
对，你的确说过这话 Yeah, you say that, don't you?
你有家人也住城里吗？ -So, do you have family here? -Mm-hmm.
我妈，我爸，还有我姐妹 -Mother, father, my sister. -Oh.
姐姐还是妹妹？ -Sister older or younger? -Younger.
妹妹
你们很亲近吗？ Are you close?
对不起，又在打听了，抱歉 I'm sorry. I'm – I'm prying again. I'm sorry.
你先前已经盘问过她？ Were you prying before?
盘问过你们的婚姻生活 Yeah. This afternoon I was grilling Ann about your marriage.
经过如何？很好 -How'd it go? -Well, I – Very well, I –
-[uncomfortable chuckle] -[Ann chuckles]
我刚问到你妹妹的事 So, I was asking about your sister.
Yeah. Well –
我们处得不错，只不过... We get along all right. It's just that, uh. . .
[exhales] Well, I think she's an extrovert.
我想她是个很外向的人
[chuckles]
Uh. . .
我觉得她蛮粗的 I just think she's loud.
她也许不同意我的说法 She probably wouldn't agree. [laughs]
她绝对不会同意的 No, I mean, definitely wouldn't agree.
你会不会去看看伊莉莎白 So, listen, are you gonna – you gonna see Elizabeth while you're here?
我不知道 Uh, I don't – I don't know.
伊莉莎白是谁？ Mmm. Who's Elizabeth?
葛伦以前追过的女孩子 It's a girl Graham dated in school.
Well after the chapel episodes.
据我所知她还住在这里 She still lives here, to the best of my – my knowledge.
葛伦和我谈到租房子的事 So Graham and I were talking about apartments today,
我告诉他有很多可爱的小公寓 and I told him that they've got those lovely little apartments in the Garden District.
在花园区，有车库的很不错
-[John] Garden District? -They've got really nice garage apartments.
花园区治安不好 There's critical crime in the Garden District.
乱讲，才没有呢！ -Oh, John, come on. That is not true. -Please. No, there are –
我不知道你要找怎样的地方 I don't know what kind of place you're lookin' for,
但别处有不少好的小公寓 but there are plenty of studio apartments available elsewhere.
-[muttering] . . . in any one place. -I'm sorry?
对不起，不
像现在，我有一把钥匙 No, I just think – Right now I have one key.
全部家当都在那部汽车里 You know, everything I own is in the car, and I just –
我喜欢这样，要是弄间公寓 I like that. You know, I just –
就要两把钥匙，要是再找份工作 If I get an apartment, that's two keys.
If I get a job, you know, I might have to open or close. That's more keys.
说不定要负责开门锁门
那钥匙会更多，买一些东西後 I buy some stuff, I'm afraid it's gonna get ripped off or something,
又会怕被偷
就得再多好几把钥匙 and then I get more keys.
我喜欢只有一把钥匙 -I just like having the one key. It's clean. -You don't have to worry about losin' 'em.
我最讨厌丢掉钥匙 [Ann] I always lose my keys. I hate that.
租到了房子，就把车卖掉 Get rid of the car when you get the apartment. You still have one key.
不行，我喜欢有部车子 -I like having the car. You know? -Yeah, I know.
车子很重要，要来来往往的 Car's important. Gotta be mobile.
以防万一要赶著离开 In case you have to leave someplace in a hurry?
对，或是要赶著到那里去 Yeah, or go someplace in a hurry.
我先告退了 Excuse me.
要不要帮忙？不 -Do you want some help? -No, no, really, I-I'm fine.
不用了，没多少要收拾的 It's not that much to do.
你付不付所得税？ Graham, do you pay taxes?
付呀，你这话什么意思？ [chuckles] Yeah, I pay taxes.
Yeah, I pay taxes. What do you mean?
骗人的才不付税，我又不骗人 You don't pay taxes, you're a liar. I'm not a liar.
[John] Hmm.
骗人的是第二等最差劲的人 Liars are the second-lowest form of human being on the planet.
什么样的人第一差劲？ -What's the first? -Lawyers.
当律师的
对，那就是你嘛，亲爱的 Oh. That's you, honey.
[John chuckles]
你帮葛伦找房子好吗？ Annie, why don't you go with Graham to hunt for apartments?
让他看看这里变了多少 Show him how the city's changed.
你愿意吗？太好了 -Uh, would you mind, Graham? -No, I'd love that.
我也喜欢，就这样办 I'd like that too. Let's do that.
明天可以吗？ All right. How about tomorrow?
好极了 -That'd be great. -Good.
只有一把钥匙？ One key, huh?
-[Graham chuckles] -[John] That's a great idea.
了不起的想法 [phone rings]
[ringing continues]
-Yeah. -Cynthia. John.
辛蒂亚，我是约翰
一小时之後到我家见面 Meet me at my house in exactly one hour.
不要脸的家伙，我会到 You are scum.
I'll be there.
你看得到，两个人住足足有馀 As you can see, there's plenty of room for two.
不是，只有我一个人住 [Graham] No, it'll just be me.
你是个学生吗？ Uh, are you a student?
不是的 -No. [chuckles] -[man laughs]
浴室里装个帘子 And, you know, you can hang a shower curtain in the bath.
浴缸里放块垫子，就不会滑倒 Make sure you put somethin' in the tub so you won't fall.
-Okay. -Okay.
你说月租三百五？ You said about 350?
对，先付两个月算押金 Yeah. And, uh, plus the first and the last months' rent.
你可以按月租续约吗？ All right. Will you lease month to month?
那就不能只算三百五了 Not for 350.
四百怎么样？ How about 400?
Well. . . [sighs]
还可以商量 I could live with that. I could do that.
好，那就说定了 -Okay. It's a deal. -All right.
可以走了吗？ -Ready? -Yeah.
约翰，我在里面 John?
In here.
好啊，可真好看啊 Well, ain't you a picture?
怎么样？喜欢吗？ Well, do you like it?
很可爱，是给我的吗？ It's lovely.
Is it for me?
嗯，是送你的 Yeah, it's for you.
Whoa.
[laughs]
这也是我的吗？ -Is that for me? -Yeah.
嗯，也是你的 Yeah, that's for you.
[John moans]
Oh.
妈的，你真太棒了 You're amazing, dear.
[John gasps]
我能不能告诉你一些私人问题 [Ann] Can I tell you something personal?
[Graham chuckles]
随便你，我也可以吗？可以 It's up to you. Can I tell you something personal?
Yeah. Yeah.
[both chuckle nervously]
你得先说，好的 [clears throat] Well, you gotta go first.
Okay.
[sighs]
我觉得... I think that, um –
大家把性估量得太高了 I think that sex is overrated.
都把那事看得过份重要 I think that people place far too much importance on it.
说女人和男人一样急切 要 And I think that stuff about women wantin' it just as bad as men is crap.
全是一派胡言
我想女人也会想要的 I think that women want it.
可是和男人所想的理由不一样 I just don't think they want it for the same reason that men think they do.
And. . . I'm getting confused.
我都搞糊涂了
你明白吗？明白 -Um, do you understand what I'm. . . ? -[stammers]
Yeah. Y-Y-Yeah.
你知道，我记得在那里... Yeah, I – I remember reading. . . somewhere
看到说男人... that men learn to love
学会爱上吸引他的女人
the person that they're attracted to,
而女人呢？ and that women become more and more attracted
会越来越被所爱的人吸引
to the person that they love.
天啦，这种说法...太美了 God, that's –
that's beautiful.
真的太美了 That's really beautiful. [laughs]
我很喜欢 -I like that. -[clears throat]
我只是引用别人写的 Oh, it's – I'm just quoting.
[chuckles] So, are you gonna tell me something personal?
你愿意谈些你私人的事吗？
你要我说，是呀 -Do you want me to? -Yeah. Yeah, I do.
我不要你谈什么伤心旧事 I don't want it to be something gross about some scar or something.
我要听真正关於你自己的事 I want it to be something – [laughs] really personal about yourself.
All right. Okay.
我是个性无能 -I'm impotent. -You're what?
是什么？
性无能 Impotent.
真的？ [clears throat] You are?
是的，我是说我不能 Yeah. I-I mean, like – Well, I can't –
我没法勃起 I can't get an erection. . .
在别人面前就不行 in the presence of another person.
所以说起来，我是个性无能 So, for all practical purposes, I'm impotent.
这事让你很困扰吗？ Does that bother you?
不会 No.
会不会让你很自卑呢？ Does it make you feel self-conscious?
[laughs quietly]
Um. . . [clears throat]
通常不会 Not usually.
[both chuckle]
No. Uh, ye –
是的，我是有点太自卑 Yeah, I'm self-conscious. Um –
不过和你的情形不一样 Not – I'm not – Not in the same way that you are though.
我？你认为我很自卑吗？ Me? Me? You think I'm self-conscious?
Well, um. . .
我一直在注意你 I've been watching you. You know? I've been watching you –
注意你吃，注意你说话 I watch you eat, you know. I watch you speak.
我注意你的动作 Watch you move.
And I, uh – I see somebody
我觉得你是个...
who is extremely aware of people looking at you.
会很注意到别人在看你的人
我的心理医生... You know. . . my therapist –
你在接受心理治疗？ You're in therapy?
你没有吗？ Aren't you?
我没有 No. I – No, I'm not. [laughs] No.
在这方面我是个可怜的失败者 I was a miserable failure in therapy.
你不相信心理治疗？ -So you don't believe in therapy? -No, I – [stammers]
我相信对某些人有用
I believe in it for some people. I –
但我觉得很笨 I don't know. It was, you know, silly for me.
这种治疗会让我更迷惑 I was confused going in and. . .
所以我有自己的一套理论 So I just – I formed my own theory that. . .
就是绝对不要接受 you should never take advice from someone that doesn't know you intimately.
对你没有深刻认识的人的忠告
我和我的心理医师认识很深
Oh, well, I – I – I know my therapist intimately.
你和医生有过肌肤之亲？不 Huh. You've had sex with your therapist?
No!
-No. No. -Oh, no, that's –
对不起，我不是这个意思 I'm sorr – I'm s – That's what I meant. Somebody – Somebody you've had sex with.
我是说有肉体关系的人
Oh.
[exhales]
I'm. . . I don't understand.
我不懂
I mean, h-how would you know?
你怎么知道？
我是说你怎么... I mean, you know. How. . . ?
我并不是一直是个性无能的人 Oh, no, I – I wasn't always impotent.
Oh. Oh, okay.
那，让我弄弄清楚 So, let me see. You said, um –
你是说...
我不该听那些
You said that I should never take advice
没和我上过床的人的忠告？
from someone that I haven't had sex with, right?
对吗？
基本上是如此 -Right? -Basically.
Right.
我们之间没有这种关系 And, uh, we haven't had sex.
对不对？ [chuckles] Right?
所以我想根据你的忠告 -No. -[laughs] Yeah.
So I-I-I guess from your own advice, I shouldn't take your advice.
我不该接受你的忠告
如果是我就不会，你不会 -I wouldn't. -You wouldn't?
Okay. [chuckles]
[Ann] All right.
开车小心点 -Drive safely. -Yeah, right.
周末过得怎么样？ -[therapist] How was your weekend? -[Ann] It was okay.
还好 [therapist] Mmm.
你有没为客人的事和约翰争吵 Did you confront John about the visitor?
客人？ -The visitor? -The friend of John's staying at your house.
说要暂住你家的那个朋友
Oh.
葛伦 -Graham. -Graham.
不错，我是说... Yeah.
I mean. . . no.
没有，後来发现蛮有意思的
That actually turned out to be interesting.
我原以为他会和约翰一样 You know, I was expecting him to be just like John.
因为他们以前是同学 You know, 'cause they went to school together and everything.
你知道，会聊些... You know, talking about getting drunk together
一起喝醉酒之类的旧事
and secret handshakes and. . .
[chuckles]
结果却发现他是个 He turned out to be. . .
很有意思的人 really, this. . . character.
他有点艺术家的模样 He's kind of arty.
不过人很好 But okay.
他还住在你家里吗？ Is he still at your house?
没有，没有，已经搬走了 No. No.
No. He's gone.
他是那里人？ So where's he from?
我不知道 I don't know.
他以前住过纽约和费城 He, uh, used to live in New York and Philadelphia.
我想他一直到处走动 I think he just kinda travels around.
这样想必很过隐 Must be nice.
他像不像约翰？ -So, what's he like? Is he like John? -No.
不像 I don't think John likes him anymore.
我觉得约翰现在不再喜欢他了
他说他变得奇怪 Says he thinks he's gotten kinda strange.
他怪不怪呢？ Is he? Strange, I mean?
不怪 No. I mean, if I saw him on the street I might think so.
不过要是在路上碰到他
我可能会觉得他很怪
在认得他跟他谈过话之後 But after meetin' and talkin' to him, I'd just say he's kinda unusual.
我只能说他与众不同
Mm-hmm. So, what's he look like?
他长得怎么样？
做什么？ Why?
我想知道，好去追他？ -I just wanna know what he looks like, is all. -Why? So you can go after him?
想到那里去了 Jesus, Ann, get a life. I just asked what he looked like.
我只是问他长得什么样子
再说 Besides, even if I decide to fuck his brains out,
就算我想跟他大搞一场
又跟你有什么相干？ what business is that of yours?
为什么一定要说这种话？ -Why do you have to say that? -Say what?
说什么？你知道什么 You know what. You say it just to irritate me.
你这样说是存心气我
我这样说只是因为比较传神 I say it because it's descriptive.
他不是那种会这样的男人 He doesn't strike me as the kind of person who would go in for that kind of thing anyway.
你总是低估我 -Ann, you always underestimate me. -I wonder why.
我不知道为什么会这样
你怕让我们碰在一起 I think you're afraid to put us in the same room together.
你怕他会被我吸引 I think you're afraid he'd be undeniably drawn to me.
我认为他不是你喜欢的那一型 Really, Cynthia, I don't think he's your type.
[laughs]
我喜欢的那一型？ My type? How would you know what my type is?
你怎么知道，我喜欢那一型？
我才知道 Oh, I have a pretty good idea.
安，你什么都不知道 Ann, you don't have a clue.
我简直不明白，为什么要谈这个 Look, I don't even know why we're discussing this.
我是说我可以自己打电话找他 I mean, I'll just go over and call him myself.
他没有电话 He doesn't have a phone.
那我就等他装了电话再打 Well, I'll call him when he does.
他不会装电话的，你说什么？ He won't.
What are you talkin' about?
他不喜欢电话，不会装的 He doesn't like to talk on the phone. He's not getting a phone.
拜托 Oh, please.
请把这位大师的地址给我 Okay, so give me the Zen master's address. I'll think of a reason to stop by.
我找个理由去拜访一番
让我先和他说一声 Please, just let me talk to him first.
把地址给我就行了不必扯上你 Why? Just give me the address. You won't even have to be involved.
[Ann exhales]
我觉得这样不好 I don't feel right just giving you the address so that you can go over there and, uh –
把地址给你，让你可以去...
去怎么样？ -And what? -Do whatever it is you do.
做你会做的那种事
「做你会做的那种事」 "Do whatever it is you do." Listen to the way you talk.
听听你说话的语气
我说得没什么不好，谢谢 I talk fine.
Thank you, I was still smoking that.
我还在抽那根香烟
-[Cynthia sighs] -What'd you lose?
你掉了什么东西吗？
That goddamned pearl earring.
那个珍珠耳环
我花了大笔钱买的 It cost me a fucking fortune.
一定是忘在什么地方了 I must've left it somewhere.
你打算送妈妈什么生日礼物？ So, what are you getting Mama for her birthday?
我不知道，一张生日卡什么的 I don't know. I'll get her a card or somethin'.
五十大寿只送张生日卡？ -A card for her 50th birthday? -Yeah. What's wrong with that?
有什么不对？
你是她生的，我想你至少... Well, the woman gave birth to you. I think you might be givin' her –
不要说了好不好？ Will you stop? Jesus.
你这辈子至少有一次...好了 -I just thought that, you know, maybe – -Okay, Ann, okay.
这样好不好 How about this?
你去买一样好礼物 You get her something nice,
我付一半钱，好不好？ and I'll pay for half.
-All right? -Fine. Fine.
好，好
好 -Fine. -Fine.
对不起，我得上班去了 Now, if you'll pardon me, I have to go to work.
你自慰的地方最特别的在那里？ [Graham] What is the most unusual location you've ever masturbated in?
Well. . .
有次我坐飞机 I, um –
从洛杉矶到纽约 One time I was flying
from Los Angeles to, um – to New York.
And I was –
飞机上人很挤 You know, it was a really crowded flight, and I was –
我坐在中间位子
[chuckles] I was sitting in the middle.
没挑到窗边或走道的位子 You know, I didn't get a window, I didn't get an aisle.
那是唯一的一班飞机 It was really funny, and I was – I was just – I was just bored.
我觉得烦闷无聊，杂志也乏味
My magazines were just boring.
我记得是在看一本女性杂志 I think I had, like, a woman's magazine.
里面讨论不少关於性的问题 They touch on a lot of sexual issues and stuff like that.
我想，天啦... And I was just thinking to myself, "God, that's what I need.
我要的就是这个
I need a little, you know. . . something to take my mind off this trip."
可以让我不再为旅行烦心
所以我就....你知道，乱想 So, I was just, you know,
just thinking away, and then I just –
然後...我就...
在飞机上做了起来 I just did it on the plane, just between these two people.
就在另外两名乘客中间
没有一个人知道 -[knocking] -But nobody knew. I mean. . .
你怎么可能一点不露出来
[Graham] How were you able to not betray what was going on
to the people around you?
比方说，我的肌肉很结实 -[knocking] -[woman] Well, you know,
I have really strong muscles.
门没锁 -[video recorder stops] -It's open!
哈罗，安 -Hi! -Hello, Ann.
希望我没有打扰你
-I hope I'm not bothering you. -No, no.
我该先通知一声的，你忙吗？ I would've phoned.
不忙，我可以等等再弄 -You busy? -No, no. I can finish later.
我是来看看，添了家俱的样子
I just wanted to come by and see what the apartment looked like with furniture.
我怕没什么好看的
Yeah, well, I'm afraid there's not much to see.
我是个精简主义者 I'm sort of cultivating this minimalist vibe.
可以摆个书架 -You could use a bookshelf. -Yeah? Yeah, you think so?
你觉得吗？
I – [chuckles]
这些全是图书馆借来的 I don't know, they're – You know, they're all library books.
这些是什么？ What are these?
录影带，我当然知道 Uh, those are videotapes.
I can see that.
是什么录影带？ Of what?
是我正在进行的一个私人研究 It's a personal project that I've been working on.
什么样的私人研究？什么？
What kind of personal project?
-[refrigerator door opens] -What?
什么样的私人研究？ [shouts] What kind of personal project?
跟别人自己安排的没两样 Uh, a. . . personal project like anyone else's personal project.
我的只是更个人化一点，我想 Mine's just a little more. . . personal, I guess.
唐娜是谁？什么？ Who's Donna?
带子上标著「唐娜」的名字 -What? -Donna. It says "Donna" here on the tape.
唐娜是我在佛州认得的女孩子 Donna was a girl I knew in Florida.
你跟她约会过？
Oh, you went out with her?
没有，也不算啦 No, not really.
为什么所有的录影带上 Why do these tapes all have women's names on 'em?
都标著女人的名字？
我比较喜欢访问女人 Well, I enjoy interviewing women more than men.
这是冰红茶，谢谢 -Oh. -It's iced tea.
你要不要加宁檬片？ Thanks.
-I'm sorry. Do you want some lemon? -No, this is perfect. It's perfect.
不用，这样很好
这全是你访问的录影带？对 So, all of these are – are interviews, huh?
能不能看看 -Uh, yes. -Can we watch one?
不行，不行
No, I'd, uh – No.
为什么不行？ Why not?
我答应过每一个被访问的对像 Well, I promised each of the subjects
除了我之外不会有别人看到 that no one would see the videotapes except for me.
访问都谈些什么呢？ What are the interviews about?
都是关於性的问题 The interviews are about sex.
性？
Sex?
性的什么问题？
What about sex?
所有关於性的问题 Uh, e-e-everything about sex.
比方说？ Like what?
她们做过些什么做些什么？ What they've done, what they do,
她们想要又不肯开口的是什么
what they want to do but are afraid to ask for, what, uh, they wouldn't do even if asked.
即使对方要求也不肯的是什么
Um. . .
随便我想到什么都问 anything I can think of.
小心你的冰水 Oh, your ice.
你只问她们各种问题？ You just ask them questions?
Yes.
她们都会回答？
And they answer 'em?
Yeah. Uh. . . mostly.
大部份都会回答
有时候只做不说 Sometimes they do things.
和你吗？ To you?
不，只...只为了录影 No, to – Uh, for the – for the camera.
这实在是太... Graham, this is just so –
对不起，不该谈这个的 I'm sorry this came up. I'm – What – I'm –
不，是我不对 No, I'm sorry. I'm –
我不该谈这个，我得走了 I'm sorry this came up, and –
给我吧，再见 I'm – I'm gonna go.
-Here, I-I'll take it. -Um –
-Okay. Yeah. All right. -Bye.
Okay.
他不想要你去找他 He doesn't want you to come over.
你这话是什么意思？ [Cynthia] What do you mean? Did you tell him about me?
你跟他说到我没有？没有
为什么没说？没空提起 -No, I didn't. -Why not?
为什么？ -Look, Cynthia, I didn't have time. -Well, why?
他很怪，你不要跟他扯上关系 [sighs] John's right.
He's very strange, and you don't want to get involved with him.
怎么了？他向你求欢了吗？ Whoa, whoa. What happened over there? Did he make a pass at you?
怎么突然说他「怪」起来了？ -No. -Well, what's the story then?
他会把小狗淹死吗？ What's this "strange" bullshit all of a sudden? I mean, is he drownin' puppies?
不是这种事
It's nothin' like that. Okay?
那是什么？他很危险？ Well, what?
Is he dangerous?
不，实质上没有 -No. Not physically. -Well, what then?
那是什么呢？
我不想谈这个 I don't wanna talk about it.
那你为什么打电话来？
我不知道 -Then why did you call me? -I don't know.
-[phone rings] -[water sloshing]
[ringing]
辛蒂亚，我是约翰 -Hello? -Cynthia. John.
今天不行，我另有安排 Not today. I've got other plans.
那什么时候呢？ Oh.
Well, when then?
请我去你家吃晚饭好不好？ How about inviting me over to dinner?
你知道我是什么意思... -You know what I mean. -Yeah, I know what you mean.
我知道你是什么意思
[knocking]
门没锁 It's open.
Hi.
Hello.
Do. . . I –
请问有什么事吗？ -Can I help you? -I'm Cynthia Bishop.
我叫辛蒂亚.毕夏普
我们见过吗？ -I'm s – Do I know you? I don't – -I'm Ann Millaney's sister.
我是安的妹妹
那个很外向的 The extrovert.
这样说是她心情好的时候 She must have been in a good mood when she said that. She usually calls me loud.
通常她都说我很粗.
她也说过 -Yeah, she called you that too. -[laughs]
你有什么贵干？ So, uh, what are you doing here?
-You want me to leave? -No, I –
要我走吗？ No, I just wanna know what you're doing here.
你来有什么事呢？
Well, like I said, Ann is my sister.
安是我姐姐，姐妹间无话不谈
Sisters talk. You can imagine the rest.
其馀的你可想而知了
我想我最好不要批评 No, I think it's probably better if I don't characterize that conversation. . .
我没听到的谈话
that I didn't hear. [chuckles]
-[dart hits dartboard] -I, uh –
我不知道你或者安
I don't have any idea, really, what you or Ann said about me or anything else.
会怎么说我和说别的 [laughs]
要不要来点冰红茶？好 -Do you want some iced tea? -Sure.
我没有宁檬了 I don't have any lemons.
上次和安见面，她离开的时候 The last time I saw Ann, she left here –
She was very confused, I'd say, and upset.
有点搞不清楚，又很不开心
她现在还是一样 She still is.
你今天来是不是要我... So, are you here to make me feel bad for makin' her feel bad?
为了让她难过而觉得难过？
No.
[tea pouring into glass]
-She didn't tell you why she was upset? -No.
她有没有说，她为什么不高兴？
Thanks.
我不懂你为什么会来 So, I don't – I don't understand, uh. . .
what made you want to come here.
我想安不会把我说得很好的 I can't imagine Ann painted a very flattering portrait of me.
Yeah, well, see, um, I don't really listen to Ann when it comes to men.
谈到男人我从来不相信安的话
I mean, look at John, for Christ's sake.
你看看约翰，我的老天
你跟他以前是同学吧 Oh, but then, you went to school with him, didn't you?
恐怕还是好朋友 You're probably friends or somethin'.
不是，我想约翰很会骗人 No.
No, I think John is a liar.
我想你说得对 I think you're right.
我来是想弄清楚 So, come on. I came all the way over here to find out what got Ann so spooked.
到底是什么把安给吓坏了
告诉我出什么事？ Why don't you tell me what happened?
吓坏了？ "Spooked"?
是这些录影带把安吓坏了 The. . . videotapes
are what got Ann so spooked.
Oh.
我想我明白了 I think I get it.
你明白什么？ Oh, yeah? What do you get?
能吓倒安的一定和性爱有关 If Ann got freaked out by these, they must be something sexual.
是你在做爱的录影带吗？ Are these tapes of you havin' sex with these girls?
不，不完全是 No, not exactly.
是就是，不是就不是 Well, either you are or you aren't. Which is it?
到底是不是？
你何不让我替你录影？ Why don't you let me tape you?
要我做什么？ -Doing what? -Talking.
说话
说什么？ About what?
关於性的问题 About sex. Your sexual history, sexual preferences.
你的性爱史，你的性癖好
你怎么会认为我肯谈这些？ -What makes you think I'd discuss that with you? -Nothing.
没什么
Mmm.
你只问我一些问题？ And you just wanna ask me questions?
只问你问题 Just wanna ask you questions.
没有别的？对 -That's all? -That's all.
你用这种方法求得满足？ [laughs] Is this how you get off or somethin'?
录女人谈性的问题 Tapin' women talkin' about their sexual experiences?
不错 Yes.
会有别人看到这卷录影带吗？ -Would anyone else see the tape? -Absolutely not.
绝对不会，除了我没有别人
Nobody else sees the tapes except for me.
要多久时间？ How long will it take?
随你的便，有人只用了三分钟 Well, that depends on you. One woman used up only three minutes.
还有个用了三卷两小时的带子 And another used three two-hour tapes.
我们怎么开始？ How do we start?
我打开录影机，你说话 I turn on the camera and you start talking.
我坐著还是站著？ Do I sit or stand?
随你高兴 -What do you prefer? -I'd prefer to sit.
我喜欢坐著
好了吗？ Are you ready?
[clicking]
好了，我正在录 Okay, I'm recording. So tell me your name.
告诉我你叫什么名字
辛蒂亚.派翠丝.毕夏普 Cynthia Patrice Bishop.
用你平常的声调说 -You can speak in a normal voice. -Okay.
请描述一下，你第一次性经验 So, describe for me your first sexual experience.
Um. . .
第一次性经验，还是第一次性交 My first sexual experience, or the first time I had intercourse?
第一次性经验 First sexual experience.
[whispering] First sexual experience.
[laughing]
Um. . .
-I was, um. . . -[Graham chuckles]
我当时是...八岁
eight.
是不是这种事...？ And, uh – Is this the kind of thing that. . . ?
Yeah, okay.
Um. . . I was eight years old,
我当时八岁
and, um, Michael Green, who was also eight,
麦可.葛林也是八岁
他问我能不能看我尿尿 asked if he could watch me take a pee.
我说只要也让我看他就可以 And I said he could if I could watch him take one too.
我们到我家後面的树林里 So we went to the woods behind my house.
我觉得他是临阵退缩了 And I got this feeling that he was chickenin' out 'cause he kept sayin', "Ladies first!"
因为他一直说「女士优先」
So I pulled down my little panties and urinated,
我拉下小裤裤尿了起来
我还没嘘完他就逃了 and he ran away before I even finished.
[laughing]
事後你们两人有没再谈起这事 So, was it a topic of conversation between the two of you after that?
没，那整个夏天他都躲著我 No! He kind of avoided me for the rest of the summer.
And then his family moved away.
後来他们家搬走了
搬去了克利夫兰 To Cleveland, actually. [chuckles]
真差劲 -What a shame. -Mmm.
什么时候你才见到男人那话儿 When did you finally see a penis?
我十四岁那年 When I was 14.
你当时有什么感想？ So, wh – what'd you think?
和你原先想像的一样吗？ Was it what you expected it to be?
Mmm. . .
不，不完全一样 no.
Not really. I –
我原以为是... I didn't – I sort of pictured it, um –
我没想到那玩意儿 I didn't think it would have, um. . . veins or ridges or anything.
会有青筋和 线 I just thought it would be smooth, like a test tube.
我原以为很光滑像根试管
现在想起，也太怪异了 It's weird, thinking about it now.
[sighs]
那个器官本身看来好像... The. . . organ itself
seemed like a – a separate thing,
是个独立的个体
um, a separate entity to me.
等到他掏出来，让我看让我摸时 I mean, when he finally pulled it out and I could look at it and touch it,
我都忘了，後面还连著一个人 I completely forgot that there was a guy attached to it.
那家伙一开口，还真吓了我一跳 I remember literally being startled when the guy spoke to me.
他说什么？ What did he say?
他说我用手摸得他很舒服 He said my hand felt good.
後来呢？ Then what happened?
And. . .
我开始把我的手动来动去 then I started movin' my hand,
and then he stopped talkin'.
他就不再说话了
-[intercom beeps] -[beep]
-[John] Yeah? -[on speaker] John. Cynthia.
约翰，我是辛蒂亚
你电话怎么接得进来的？ -H-H-How did you get through? - I told Janet I was Ann.
我骗珍娜说我是安
Ah. She bought it?
她相信了？ Well, obviously.
显然是信了吧，我说... Look. [inhales sharply] I want to see you.
我要见你
什么时候？ -Ah. Well, when? -Right now.
就是现在 Oh, I don't know if I can do that. I got a client waiting.
我有当事人在等著
我已经放过他一回鸽子了 I've already rescheduled him once.
这下又得天下大乱 I'd have to do some heavy-duty juggling.
要干就快干，马上过来 Then get those balls in the air and get your butt over here.
[receiver hangs up]
[chuckles]
[beeping]
[Janet] Yes, sir?
珍尼 -Uh, Janet. -Mm-hmm.
我要你再改下柯南的约谈时间 Listen, I want you to reschedule Kirkland. I know, I know, I know.
我知道 See if he can come in Monday, anytime.
看他能不能在礼拜一来
随时都可以，告诉他... Tell him, uh – Tell him, uh –
跟他说是...我家有急事
-Family crisis. Family crisis. -Okay.
我会从後门走 -I'll slip out the back. -Yes, sir.
All right. Bye.
[mutters] Jesus.
你要不要我脱掉裙子？ [Cynthia] Would you like me to take my skirt off?
随你 [Graham] If you wish.
你没有穿内衣 You're not wearing any underwear.
你喜不喜欢我这样子？喜欢 [Cynthia] Do you like the way I look?
[Graham] Yes.
你觉得我漂亮吗？漂亮 [Cynthia] Do you think I'm pretty?
Yes.
比安还漂亮？ Prettier than Ann?
你们两个不一样 Different.
[thunder rumbling]
约翰和安不再同床了 John and Ann don't have sex anymore.
这话是他告诉你的吗？ -[Graham] Is that what he tells you? -[chuckles]
不用他告诉我 He doesn't have to tell me.
[inhales, exhales]
你今天真是热情如火 You're on fire today.
[exhales]
对 Yes.
你可以走了 You can go now.
[John laughing]
[exhales]
[Cynthia on phone] He just asked me questions.
什么样的问题？ What kind of questions?
和...性有关的问题 Questions. . . about. . . sex.
他到底问些什么嘛？ Well, what did he ask, exactly?
Well, I don't want to tell you, exactly.
我不想一五一十告诉你
你让个陌生人录下你的性生活 You let a total stranger record your sexual life on videotape,
却不能告诉你的亲姐姐 but you won't tell your own sister?
就是... Apparently.
他有没有要你脱衣服？ Did he ask you to take your clothes off?
有没有要我脱衣服？没有 Did he ask me to take my clothes off? No, he didn't.
那你有没有脱呢？ -Did you take your clothes off? -Yes, I did.
我脱了 -Cynthia! -What?
辛蒂亚，干嘛？
你为什么要做这种事？ -Why did you do that? -Because I wanted to.
因为我想脱呀
为什么？ -But why did you want to? -Because I wanted him to see me.
我要他看我
你疯了 You're crazy. [scoffs] He could be bouncin' it off some satellite.
他可以播映出来
让美国南部色狼全来看你 Some horny old men in South America could be watchin'.
他不会这样做的 Ann. He wouldn't do that.
你怎么晓得 -You don't know that for sure. -Well, it's too late now, isn't it?
反正现在也来不及了，对吧？
他有没有碰你？ Did he touch you?
没有 No.
你有没有碰他？ Did you touch him?
没有 No.
那有没有谁碰了谁呢？ Did anybody touch anybody?
[chuckles] Well, yes.
有的
难道说... -Don't tell me. -[Cynthia chuckling]
可不会，难道..你没干那事吧 Don't tell me. Don't tell me. You didn't.
我做了 -I did. -You didn't.
真的？ -I did. -You didn't!
我做了，做了 I did!
我的天啦，辛蒂亚 Oh, my God. Cynthia!
你麻烦大了 You're in trouble.
听听你的话，像老妈一样 Listen to you. You sound like Mama. What are you talkin' about?
你在说什么呀？
[clicks tongue] God, Cynthia.
老天，辛蒂亚
我连在约翰面前也不做那种事 -I couldn't even do that in front of John. -You couldn't even do it, period.
你是根本就不会做 You know what I mean. You don't even know him.
你甚至还不认得他
我倒觉得我认得 I feel like I do.
你不能信任他，他有点变态 You don't. You can't possibly trust him. He's perverted.
你干嘛这么紧张？ Look, Ann, I don't understand why this freaks you out so much.
又不是你做了什么，是我呀 You didn't do it, I did, and if it doesn't bother me, why should it bother you?
我都不担心，你担心什么？
我不想再谈这个 -I don't want to talk about it. -Okay, then don't.
好呀，那就不要说了
[speakers: rock music playing]
你是个杀手吗？ [imitating Brando] Are-Are you an assassin?
你说什么？ Excuse me?
你不过是个跑腿的 You're just an errand boy
sent by the grocer to collect the bill.
杂货店老板派来收帐的
[door closes]
我在学马龙白兰度，很棒吧？ It's my Brando. That's pretty good, isn't it? Marlon Brando?
很棒，对不起 It's great. Pardon me.
Okay. I was thinkin' we needed time apart. Maybe you should be there for a while.
我想我们 要分开一段时间
该在那头多待一阵
Hi. So why don't you get an answering machine?
你为什么不装个电话答录机？
There's a phone here.
这里有电话 It's busy. [chuckles]
老打不进来 Why don't you keep trying?
继续打
Okay.
买的是这个 Well, here it is.
什么？ What is it?
一件长衫 -It's a sundress. -Looks like a tablecloth.
看起来像块桌布
才不呢 -Does not. -Why would she want a sundress?
为什么买没袖子的长衫呢？ I mean, she's got spots on her shoulders and varicose veins.
她又有老人斑，又有静脉瘤
你将来有一天也会有的 Well, missy thing, so will you someday.
到那时候，我就不穿这种衣服 And when I do, I won't be wearing sundresses.
-[phone ringing] -[sighs]
等一下 -God, Cynthia. -Hold on.
[phone ringing]
辛蒂亚，我是约翰 -Bayou. -Cynthia. John.
时间选得真好，你老婆在这里 This is timely. Your wife is here.
-Would you like to speak with her? -What's she doin' there?
她到那里去做什么？ She came by to show me a present that she and I are buying for your mother-in-law.
让我看我们送你丈母娘的礼物
好极了，什么时候可以见你？ Oh.
Well, so when can I see you?
我怕不能像上回那样激烈了 I don't know. I'm not sure I can duplicate the intensity I had the other day.
试试何妨？ Well, nothin' wrong with trying.
我怕我老姐不会同意的 I don't think my sister would agree.
是不是不要我再打电话给你？ Do you want me to stop calling?
我再打给你，好吗？完毕 -Look, I'll call you, okay? -Roger.
真巧啊，我穿红的你也穿红的 Hi. This is too much. I'm wearing red, you're wearing red.
真是有缘吧 That's quite a coincidence, wouldn't you say?
我已经结婚了 -Look, I'm married. -Really?
很在意这点吗？ Are you very married?
够在意的了 -Married enough. -Oh. Oh.
那也没什么关系嘛 I see. Well, that shouldn't stop us.
我是来看我妹妹的 I'm just here to see my sister. Okay?
真的，谁是你妹妹？ Oh, really? Who's your sister?
她结婚了没有？ -Is she married? -[sighs]
我该付多少钱？ So, um, what's my share on the dress?
三十二块五毛 -32.50. -[clears throat] It's a nice dress.
这件衣服不错 -Thank you. I thought so too. -Looks like a tablecloth.
我也觉得不错
好像块桌布 Keep the change. And, Ann, don't worry about the dress. I'm sure she'll like it.
零钱就不要找了
我相信她会喜欢这件衣服的
你就要走了吗？ Yeah. I think it'll – Oh, you have to go? Okay. Good-bye.
再见，我会打电话给你 I'll see you later. I'll call you! Bye.
再见 Bye.
约翰 John.
[John] Mm-hmm?
约翰 [sighs] John.
[John] Huh?
上礼拜一我打过电话到办公室 I called you last Monday at 3:30, and they said you weren't in.
三点半左右他们说你不在
记得你去了那里吗？ Do you remember where you were?
礼拜一？ On Monday?
Uh. . . Uh, last Monday?
上礼拜一？
我中饭吃晚了 Oh, I had a late lunch.
和谁一起吃的中饭？ [Ann] So who'd you have lunch with?
[John] Mmm.
我一个人 Oh, I ate by myself.
Yeah. Come on.
有什么不对吗？ Is there something wrong?
你是不是外面有了女人？ Are you havin' an affair?
我的老天爷 Jesus Christ. [chuckling]
我一个人晚了点去吃中饭 I have a late lunch by myself, and now I'm fucking somebody?
就是在搞什么人？ -Well, are you? -No, I'm not.
有没有呢？没有
你这么指责我，我很生气 No, I'm off – I'm offended at the accusation. Come on.
要是我说对了，我希望能知道 If I'm right, I want to know.
别骗我，我是会火大 I don't want you to lie. I'd be upset, but I'd be more upset if you lied to me.
可是要是你骗我，我会更火大
没有什么好知道的 Well, there's nothing to know.
要是你骗我，我不知会多火大 I can't tell you how upset I'll be if you lie to me.
这叫偏执狂 This is paranoia.
要真有人是偏执狂的话 I mean, if anybody should be paranoid, I should be.
也该是我
每次我一要碰你 Here, every time I try to touch you, you act as if I'm dipped in shit.
你就躲得像我一身臭屎似的
有很多女人都会想有个年轻的 I think there are a lot of women out there
that'd be glad to have a young, straight male making a pretty good living. . .
喜欢女人的男人收入高的
陪她们躺在床上 beside 'em in bed with a – with a hard-on.
而且还是在兴奋状态的
我妹妹就是一个，我的老天爷 -My sister, for one. -Oh, for God's sake, Ann.
就是她吧？ -Is that who it is? -Ann, I'm not –
安，我可没搞你妹妹
I'm not fucking your sister.
我并不觉得她好看 I don't find her that attractive, for one thing.
这话是安慰我吗？ -Is that supposed to comfort me? -No, I'm just saying –
不是！我只是说 I'm just saying I didn't get paranoid when you didn't want to make love to me.
你不跟我做爱，我也没乱想
我不会就假设你有了外遇 I mean, I could have easily assumed
that you didn't want to because you were having an affair.
我没有 -I'm not. -Well, I'm not either. Now, come on.
很好，我也没有
那我为什么不相信你呢？ Then why don't I believe you?
Oh, look. This is ridiculous. I mean, maybe when you have some evidence –
太荒唐了，也许等你有了证据
你是说还有证据？ -Evidence? There's some evidence? -No, no, that's not what I'm saying.
我不是这个意思 I'm just saying that we shouldn't not ever talk.
我们不该连话都不谈
不能只凭猜测和直觉来说我 Just don't give me conjecture and intuition.
总是一付律师的嘴脸 -Always a lawyer. -Well, goddamn right.
能这样说吗？法官大人 I mean, can you imagine?
我相信他有罪，只是没证据 "Well, Your Honor, I'm just positive the man is guilty.
好了，好了 -I can't place him at the scene – -All right.
好了，你意思说清楚了，好了 or establish a motive, but I have this strong feeling" –
You made your point. Okay. All right.
I'm sorry.
对不起
[chuckles] I'm sorry.
我只是最近压力太大... [sighs] I'm just under a lot of pressure with this – this Kirkland thing.
因为柯南那件案子
这是我做合夥人後第一件大案 I mean, you know, it's my first big case as junior partner.
我忙了一整天，回到家来 [sighs] And I work all day and I come home and. . .
只想看你 I look forward to seeing you.
And it –
我觉得很伤心 it hurts that you'd accuse me like that.
你这样冤枉我
对不起 I'm sorry. [laughs]
What? Come on.
我整天无所事事 I've just got all this time on my hands,
and I just sit around
所以空坐在那里胡思乱想 and start inventing these, like, intricate scenarios.
我又不想浪费时间 [laughing]
And then I don't want to have wasted all my time, so I want to believe 'em.
所以就相信了我想出来的事情
[laughing]
心理治疗没有用吗？ Isn't therapy helping at all?
约翰，我不知道 Oh, John, I don't know.
我觉得谈我的问题是很笨的事 I just feel so stupid sitting there talking about my little problems
因为世界上还有孩子在挨饿 when I know those poor children are starving.
Well. . .
[Ann sighs]
就算停止心理治疗 Quitting your therapy's not gonna –
也不等於能饱非洲的孩童 not gonna feed the children in Ethiopia.
我知道 [Ann sighs] I know.
你以前从来不说「干」那个字 You never used to say the word "fucking."
我操！ Fuck.
真笨，我不相信你真做那种事 It's so blatantly stupid, I have a hard time believing you did it.
那有什么愚笨的 -What's so stupid about it? -Well, you –
你甚至还不认得那小子呢 You don't even know the guy.
你认得他呀，他是你朋友 Well, you know him.
He's a friend of yours. Do you think he can be trusted?
你想他可以信任吗？
我不知道 I don't know.
我不知道，照你所说的... I don't know. From what you've told me, I don't know.
我真的不知道
我早该想到的，他来的时候 I should've known when he showed up dressed like –
穿得像是殡丁馆的人 like some undertaker for the art world.
我喜欢他的衣服 I like the way he dresses.
[mutters]
万一录影带流进别人手里呢？ What if this tape gets into the wrong hands?
别人手里？ "The wrong hands"?
又不是什么军事机密 John, we are not talking about military secrets here.
那些录影带只是让他用来 They're just tapes he makes so he can sit around and get off.
满足他自己的
他没和她们发生关系 And he doesn't have sex with any of them? They just talk?
只是谈话而已
他们只是坐著聊天 They just sit around and talk.
[scoffs]
要是他们有什么的话，我倒了解 I could almost understand it if he had sex with them. I mean, almost.
他为什么不买杂志和小电影呢？
Why doesn't he just buy some magazines or some porno movies or something?
他要了解对方
要彼此能有互动关系 Doesn't work. He has to know the people. He has to be able to interact with them.
互动关系？ Interact?
真搞不懂是什么意思.... Whatever that means.
非一定要在他面前自慰吗？
Did you have to masturbate in front of him?
我喜欢，你跟安一样大惊小怪！ I felt like it. Goddamn!
你告诉了安？ -You and Ann make such a big deal out of this. -You told Ann about this?
她是我姐姐 Yeah, she is my sister. I do tell her almost everything.
我真希望你没说为什么？ -I wish you hadn't done that. -Why not?
这种事我情愿她不知道 It's just something I'd prefer she didn't have to know about.
她已经成年，可以应付得了的 She's a grown-up. She can handle it.
安实在是很... Ann. . .
-Ann is just very – -Hung up.
保守
那样做实在不聪明
当然罗 -It just wasn't a smart thing to do. -Oh, God.
你有没有让他签什么文件 Did you sign any sort of paper, or did he have a contract with you
说他不能播映这些录影带的？
saying that he wouldn't broadcast these things?
抱歉，没有 No, sir.
你知道你没有任何法律保
-You realize you have no recourse legally? -[Cynthia laughs]
这可不是好玩的 It's not funny. It's not – It's not funny, Cynthia.
这不是开玩笑的，辛蒂亚
那些录影带说不定就会出现别处 [laughing]
These tapes could show up anywhere.
不会的，我信任他 They won't. I trust him.
你信任他？真好笑 You trust him? That's funny. [exhales] Huh.
不错，我信任他
比对你要信任多 Yeah, I do. A hell of a lot more than I trust you.
什么意思？ -What do you mean? -Just what I said.
就是我说的那个意思
要相信你还不如相信他 I'd trust him before I'd trust you.
你这话太伤我心了
God, it hurts that you say that to me.
你跟你的小姨子乱搞又骗人 Come on, John. You're fucking your wife's sister.
起码我知道你骗人 You're a liar. But at least I know you're a liar.
我知道我是第二等差劲的人 I know, I know. Second-lowest form of human being.
也是第一等 And the first. [chuckles]
你说什么呀？没什么
-What are you talking about? -Nothing.
你也骗了安 By definition, you're lying to Ann too.
不错，可是... Yeah, right,
我并没在神和众人面前立誓 but I didn't take a vow in front of God and everyone to be faithful to Ann.
说永远对安忠实
我们到底要不要做爱呀？ Look, are we gonna do it or not?
说老实话...不要
Actually. . . no.
我改变主意了，我不该打给你
I've changed my mind. I shouldn't have called.
我既已经来了 Well, I'm here now.
就得要做点什么 [sighs] Well, I need to do something.
要不要帮我收拾房间？
[Cynthia] Would you like to help me straighten up?
-[wicker squeaking] -Ah, Jesus!
这里就没有一把椅子能坐吗？ Is there one chair in this place that works?
你何不到别处去坐？ Well, why don't you go sit somewhere else?
得了吧，约翰
我们交往这么久还没被安发现 Come on, John. You should be happy.
也该高兴了 We've gone this far without Ann findin' out.
我给你方便只要你走出去 I'm makin' it real easy on you. Just walk out of here.
是他让你这样的吗？
谁呀？葛伦 -Did he put you up to this? -Who?
不是，他没有 Graham.
No, he didn't put me up to this.
我不 要别人来叫我怎么做
Jesus, I don't need people to tell me what to do.
只是我想通了，现在你请吧 I've just been thinkin', that's all. Now just leave.
也许我不想走
Well, maybe I don't want to leave.
也许我想和你谈谈
Maybe I want to talk.
我们没什么好谈的 John, we don't have anything to talk about.
你说得对 Yeah, you're right.
事情越来越复杂了 Things are getting complicated.
不对，其实是变得非常简单 No, they're gettin' real simple.
[rattling]
-[vacuum stops] -[rattling stops]
[rattling]
[chuckles]
[inhales]
[chuckles]
[construction equipment droning]
[car alarm blaring in distance]
[no audio]
[knocking]
[male reporter speaking on radio]
门没锁 It's open.
Hello.
要不要喝点什么？ Want something to drink?
好，谢谢 Yeah, thanks.
[radio off]
我没有冰红茶了 Sorry. I don't have any iced tea left.
Thank you.
约翰和辛蒂亚搞上了 John and Cynthia have been. . .
fucking.
我知道 Yes, I know.
你知道？知道 -You know? -Yes.
你怎么知道的？ How did you know?
她在录影的时候说的 She said it on her tape.
多谢你告诉我，感激不尽 Thanks for telling me. I really appreciate it.
最近我又没见到你 [Graham] Well, I-I haven't seen you.
而且即使见到，我也不会说的 And I don't think I would've told you even if I had seen you.
为什么？ Why not?
因为实在不该由我来说 Because it's not really my place.
我的生活简直一团糟 My life is shit.
真狗屎 It's just shit.
什么都跟我所想的不一样 Nothing's what I thought it was.
[Ann sniffles]
约翰是个狗杂种 John's a bastard.
[Ann sighs]
我们来录影吧 Let's make a videotape.
No, I – [clears throat]
我觉得这样不太好
I don't think that's a good idea.
为什么不好？ Why not?
不是你脑筋正常时会想做的事 Because I don't think it's a choice that you'd make in a normal frame of mind.
你知道什么脑筋正常不正常？ And what would you know about a normal frame of mind?
-[Ann chuckles] -[chuckles]
这倒问得好 That's a good question.
要怎么准备？ What do you have to do to get ready?
Uh. . .
装上带子，打开录影机 Load a tape and turn on the camera.
来吧 Do it.
So. . .
我说...你那来的钱买... where do you get your money from,
买录影带和其他那些东西？ for rent and. . . tapes, stuff like that?
从我床垫底下拿的 Underneath my mattress.
[chuckles] And what are you gonna do when this money runs out?
钱用光了之後呢？
用不完的 It won't.
你这样舒服吗？ Are you comfortable there?
很舒服 Yeah, I'm comfortable.
好，我开始录了 Okay, I'm recording.
告诉我你叫什么名字 Tell me your name.
安.毕夏普.梅南尼 Ann Bishop Millaney.
马格丽特，我是约翰 Margaret. Hi, it's John. Fine, fine. Listen, have you seen Ann at all today?
你今天有没见到安？
她留书出走了吗？ This afternoon?
Uh, well, no, I just – She –
她回来了，再见，没事，谢了 She's home. Bye-bye. Everything's fine. Thanks. Bye.
你让我担心死了 Ah, thank God. You had me worried sick.
我回来发现门开著，车不见了 I come home, the door is open, the car is gone. I –
[chuckles]
我以为你被那个疯子绑架了 I thought you'd been abducted by some mad fucker.
你没事吧？ -Are you all right? -I want out of this marriage.
我要离婚
什么？ What?
我要和你离婚 I. . . want. . . out. . . of this marriage.
为什么？ Why?
「为什么？」 Why? [chuckling]
你还问我为什么？ You're asking me why?
我是你丈夫，你要离婚 Well, I'm married to you. You want out of this marriage.
我当然要问啦 -I think you could tell me that. -[chuckles]
去你的！ Fuck you.
[sighs]
好吧 All right.
你到那里去了？ Can you tell me where you went?
我开车乱转，然後到葛伦家 I drove around.
-Then I went over to Graham's. -Graham's?
葛伦 Graham.
他妈的那狗娘养的！ Oh, goddamn that son of a bitch!
背後伤人的小人还自称诚实 The backstabbing son of a – Oh, Mr. Honesty, huh?
真是正直之士！ Mr. Apostle of Truth! M – Ugh!
[exhales, chuckles]
我知道你没跟他上床 Well, I know you didn't fuck him.
你有没有拍录影带呢？ Did you make one of these goddamn videotapes?
你看著我 Annie.
回答我的话，他妈的，有没有？ Answer me, goddamn it. Goddamn it, answer me. Did you?
有，我拍了 -Yes, I did. -Oh – Oh!
God!
你敢伤他！ Don't you touch him!
[engine revving]
Oh – Oh – Okay.
I'm gonna –
[footsteps]
-What? -[door squeaks, closes]
Hello?
John? What the hell are you doing? What are you doing?
你到这里来干嘛？
[John] Come on.
[sighs]
[hinge squeaking]
-[hinge squeaking] -[screen door closes]
好，我开始录了 [Graham on videotape] Okay, I'm recording.
你叫什么名字？ Tell me your name.
安.毕夏普.梅南尼 Ann. . . Bishop. . . Millaney.
你想谈些什么呢？ What do you want to talk about?
你通常让她们谈什么？ -What do you usually talk about? -Sex.
性的问题
好，就谈性的问题 Okay. Let's talk about sex.
你常有性行为吗？ Do you have sex?
没，不常有 Not very often, no.
有的话通常是谁主动呢 When you do, who usually initiates it?
是他 He does.
你觉得满足吗？ Is the sex satisfying?
[Ann exhales]
我不知道 I don't know. [laughs]
我不知道，我不懂你的意思 I don't know. I don't know what you mean.
你有没有达到高潮？ [Graham] Do you have orgasms?
我想没有 I don't think so.
我不能确定 I mean, I guess, since I'm not sure, that I've never had one.
所以我想必是从来没有过
你有没想过除了你丈夫之外 Have you ever thought about having sex with someone other than your husband?
和别的男人做爱？
[exhales] Here we go.
这下来了
[John whispers] Here we go.
不要拍了好吧？ -Why don't we stop? -No.
不行，我不想停下来 I don't want to stop.
有没想过和别的男人做爱呢？ Have you ever thought about having sex with someone other than your husband?
想过 I've thought about it.
那有没有真的那样做呢？ -[Graham] Did you act on it? -[Ann] No.
没有
Why not?
为什么没有？
Because that's how Cynthia thinks.
因为辛蒂亚是那样想的
I hate it when I have feelings that she has.
我讨厌和她有同样感觉
我之不愿意想男人 It bothers me when I think about men, because I know that's the way she thinks.
就因为那是她的想法
What other men have you thought about?
你想到什么样的男人呢？
I thought about you.
我想的是你
你有没有想过我？ Have you thought about me?
Yes.
想过
你想些什么？ What did you think?
想你在高潮时是什么样子 I thought about what you would look like having an orgasm.
我倒想知道我高潮时什么样子 I'd like to know what I look like having an orgasm. [chuckles]
你能做到吗？ Can you do that? Give a woman an orgasm?
让女人达到高潮？
可以 Yes.
你能为我做吗？ Could you do that for me?
不行 [Graham] No.
为什么不行？ Why not?
因为我不能 Because I can't.
是不能还是不愿意？ Can't or won't?
我不能是因为我不愿意的缘故 I can't because I won't.
你说你并不真是性无能 You said you weren't always impotent.
不错 No – Yeah, that's correct.
所以你也跟人家做过爱？ So you have had sex?
是的 Yes.
结果呢？是差得让你失去兴趣 So what happened?
Was it so bad it turned you off, or –
我的问题不在那里 -No, that wasn't the problem. -What was the problem?
那问题在那里？
问题在我自己 I was the problem. I was a –
我以为总忍不住会说谎
I was a pathological liar.
我应该说我现在还是这样 Or I-I am, I should say.
The, uh – [clears throat] lying is –
说谎是...
说谎就像酗酒始终想戒掉 Lying is like alcoholism,
and you're continually recovering.
原来是这样？ So that's it?
你是骗我的？ You lied?
那只是一部份而巳 That was part of it.
还有什么呢？ So what else happened?
在那时候 Well, at that time, um –
I –
我通常不以语言来表达感情 I used to express my feelings nonverbally. . .
这样常会吓到别人 and often scared people. . .
尤其是和我亲近的人 who were close to me.
你现在还是那样吗？ Are you still like that?
不是 No.
你打算从此不再做爱吗？ So you're never gonna make love again?
我并没有任何计划什么的 I don't – [laughs] I haven't made any plans, so. . .
[chuckles]
如果你爱我的话你会不会？ If you were in love with me, would you?
我没爱上你，若是呢？ -I'm not in love with you. -But if you were?
这个问题我不能回答 I can't answer that.
-Why not? -I told you.
为什么？我说过了 -But I don't understand. -Ann – [stammers]
我不明白
我是说不要再想性的问题 Forget about the sex, you know? I –
我已经不是以前的我了 I'm not the same person that I was even remotely, you know.
很多地方都不一样了 I'm different in so many ways.
这影响到我和别人的关系 It'd have a profound effect
on the way that I relate to other people, communicate.
或是沟通
我是说她和我交谈的情形 I mean, this, for instance.
In the way she and I are talking is – that could never have been possible.
恐怕再也不可能...
她？她和我交谈的情形？ "She"?
"The way she – she and I are talking"?
她？「她」是谁？ -"She"? Who's "she"? -[stammers] I'm sorry, I was –
对不起...我是..我只是
I – Wha – That isn't what I was –
她是伊莉莎白吗？ Sh-She's Elizabeth? Is that who it is?
是不是约翰提起过的那个人？ Is that the girl that John talked about? Is that who – who it is?
是不是她？
I – [laughing]
我想是的 I guess. I guess. I –
那你现在还和她有连络了？ -So you're still in contact with her then? -I'm sorry. I –
和伊莉莎白？没有 -With Elizabeth? -No, I'm –
你想伊莉莎白对这些录影带 So what do you think Elizabeth is gonna think about all these videotapes?
会有什么看法？
我想她不会很了解吧 I-I can't imagine her being too understanding.
你会告诉她这些录影带的事吧 But you're – you're – you're gonna tell her about them, right,
因为你已经不再说谎了 since you don't lie anymore?
我说了我不知道到底会怎么做 As I said, I don't. . .
know what I'm gonna do exactly.
也许我什么也不做 I mean – [stammers] I don't – [stammers]
Perhaps I won't do anything. I don't –
你回这里来就是为考虑这事？ So you just – you just came back here so that you could think about it?
我之所以搬回这里来是为了. [sighs] No, I –
I moved back here for some, uh – [laughs]
想让事情告一结束 a sense of closure, you know? [sighs]
算是一种解决 A resolution of some sort.
[sighs]
我希望对我来说很重要的某人 I wanted s-somebody who was very important to me. . .
能了解这点 to understand that.
[Graham] Yeah.
这太可怜了 That's –
That's pathetic.
[chuckles]
你不能就... I mean, you can't just – My God, Graham. Y-You –
天啦，葛伦，你不能...
就这样去找她 You just can't walk up to her and show her you've changed
像送礼似的告诉她你变了 like it's some gift or somethin'.
看看你变成了什么样子 And look what you've changed into.
九年 Nine years. Nine years. And this is what you come up with.
过了九年只得到这种结果
你这辈子就打算这样下去吗？ Is this what you want to be the rest of your life?
你为什么做这些？ Why are you doing this?
你能告诉我吗？ Can you tell me that?
你为什么这种对待你自己 Why are you doing this to yourself?
-You gonna answer me? -No, please, don't do that.
你回不回答我？拜托，不要这样
为什么不？ -Why not? Why not? -No, really, don't do that.
你为什么录下女人谈性的问题 I just wanna ask a few questions. Why do you tape women talkin' about sex?
你为什么做这种事？告诉我 -Can you tell me why? -I can't tell you like this.
说话呀 -Come on. I'm just gonna keep askin'. -Ann, I don't –
我不觉得你反客为主很有意思 I just don't find the turning the tables thing very interesting.
我倒觉得很好 Well, I do. Tell me why, Graham.
告诉我为什么
-Why? -What? I –
你要我告诉你什么呢？ What? What do you want me to tell you? "Tell me why?" Why?
告诉我原因，为什么？
[chuckles]
你根本不知道我是什么人 Ann, you don't even know who I am. You don't have the slightest idea who I am.
难道说我该倾吐平生种种 Am I su – Should I – Am I supposed to recount
all the points in my life leading up to this moment
and-and just hope that it's coherent, that it makes some sort of sense to you?
希望能首尾一贯
让你了解？我自己都搞不懂呢！
It doesn't make any sense to me. You know, I was there. [chuckles]
你知道，那是我的生活
我都搞不清，我到底是什么人 I don't have the slightest idea who I am,
and I am – I'm supposed to be able to explain it to you?
还要我向你说明什么？
And why? Tell – No, te – You tell-tell me why.
为什么？你倒告诉我为什么
为什么？我该对你解释我自己？ Why do I have to explain my-myself to you?
Because maybe I can help you.
因为我也许能帮你
帮我什么？ -Help me with what? -Your problem.
解决你的问题
My problem? Do I – Do I have a problem? I –
我的问题？我有问题吗？
You know, I look around me in this town, and I see John and Cynthia and you,
我在这里见到约翰辛蒂亚
还有你之後 and I –
我觉得自己比你们健康多了 I feel comparatively healthy.
你有问题 You've got a problem.
You're right.
你说得对
我有一大堆问题 I've got a lot of problems.
可是那些是我的问题 And they belong to me.
你以为问题是你的其实不然 You think they're yours, but they're not.
Everybody that walks in that door becomes part of your problem.
每个走进那扇门的人
都成为你问题的一部份 Anybody that comes in contact with you.
每个你认得的人也一样
我不想成为你问题的一部份 I didn't want to be part of your problem, but I am.
可是我已经没法脱身
I'm leavin' my husband,
我要跟我丈夫离婚
也许这是迟早的事 and maybe I would have anyway, but the fact is that I'm doin' it now.
可是事实是，我现在下的决定
And part of it's because of you.
而部份原因就在於你
你影响到我的生活 You've had an effect on my life.
This isn't supposed to happen.
这种事不该发生的
我花了九年的时间来构ZZ生活 I've spent nine years structuring my life so that this didn't happen.
就为避免这种事
[static buzzing]
[keys clattering]
[sighs]
我从来没对你说过这件事 You know, I never told you this, 'cause I knew it'd crush you.
因为你受不了这种打击的
[sighs] But now. . .
可是现在...
我跟伊莉莎白睡过觉 I fucked Elizabeth.
那是你们俩散伙之前的事 Before you broke up. Before you were having trouble even.
在你们俩失和之前
她不是圣女 She's no saint. She was good in bed.
她在床上功夫很好
She could keep a secret.
她倒是真能保密
That's about all I can say about her.
对她，我能说的就只这点了
-[dial tone, beeping] -[John] I gotta make a call.
[man] Yeah, sure. Go ahead.
[line ringing]
柯南先生办公室 [man] Brian Kirkland's office.
我是约翰，找柯南先生 Yeah, John Millaney for Brian Kirkland.
请等一等 -Just one moment, please. -All right.
我一向说工作是最重要的 Anyway, as I've always said, work is critical.
没有婚姻，我能很快乐 I can be happy without a marriage, but if you take away my work,
可是没有工作的话
那可不一样了 I mean, that's different.
And if, uh – if Ann can't handle that. . .
安要是不能了解这点
那是她的问题 yeah, well, that's her problem.
-[Janet on intercom] Mr. Millaney? -Yeah.
迪老板要见你 Mr. DeForest would like to see you in his office.
好的，等下就去 All right. In a minute. I'm on with a client.
他说请你马上去好 -Uh, he said immediately. -All right.
Jesus.
-[man] Mr. Millaney? -Yeah?
柯南先生请我告诉你... Mr. Kirkland has asked me to inform you
他决定另请高明了 that he's obtained legal representation elsewhere,
有什么话可以由我转达 and that if you have a message for Mr. Kirkland, you can leave it with me.
Uh, thank you. Um. . .
不用了 -No message. -All right, Mr. Millaney.
-Thank you. -[line disconnects]
笨蛋！ Fool. Well.
我希望他搞清楚状况 Hope he knows what he's doin'.
迪老板在等你啦 -[Janet on intercom] Mr. Millaney? -Yeah?
Mr. DeForest is waiting.
告诉他我马上就到 All right. Tell him I'll be in in a minute.
老天，老家伙以为天底下 Jesus, the old man thinks that the world revolves around a game of golf.
只有打高尔夫球最重要
待会儿见，我得去见迪老板了 Why don't I catch up to you at the courts. I'd better go talk to DeForest.
Sure.
Okay.
Fuck.
[sighs]
[speakers: slow rock music playing]
不用，一瓶就够了，谢谢你啦 Oh, no, just one's fine. Thanks.
[Cynthia scoffs]
这是我最喜欢的 This is my favorite part.
我想我们第一个孩子该叫阿秀 You know, I was thinking we should name our first child Rusty.
你说呢？ What do you think of that name?
[bottles clattering]
Okay. You know, I spend a lot of money in here. I should at least know your name.
我在这里花了不少钱了
至少该让我知道你的名字吧
-Hey. -Hey.
送你的，今天是你的生日 I brought you this. I knew it was your birthday.
-Thanks. -It's a nice plant.
很漂亮的盆景，看来像块桌布 Looks like a tablecloth.
Look – [sighs] I can't stay. I-I gotta go.
我不能多留，我得走了
我能打电话给你吗？ -Can I call you? -Do you have my work number?
你有我办公室的电话吗？没有
No.
有没有笔？ Got a pen?
今天你穿蓝色，我也穿蓝色 Okay, now, you're wearing blue, I'm wearing blue.
可不是真有缘吗？ Is this some sort of weird coincidence?
我想恐怕还不止呢！ I don't think so. I think it's something more.
你住在这里吗？ -Do you live here? -No. [laughs] I'm just passing through.
我只是个过客
三点到五点之间别打电话 Look, don't call between, uh, 3:00 and 5:00, 'cause I get real busy. Okay?
因为那时候我最忙
-Okay. -[man] Okay.
再见 See ya.
-Bye. -[man] Okay. Bye.
我喜欢她，她是个好女孩 I like her. She's a very nice girl. Very nice.
真好
[raindrops pattering]
-Hi. -Hey.
[Ann sighs]
我看要下雨了 -Think it's gonna rain. [chuckles] -[laughs]
已经下雨了 It is raining.
Yeah.